unbelievable.

5:07pmAndrea so you didnt sound like your voicemail yesterday..lol
5:08pmJack well i was nervous lol
5:08pmAndrea lol whyy?you talk to me all the time lol
5:08pmJack not like voice talking lol
5:09pmAndrea voice talking lol
5:09pmJack i was afriad to make a fool out of myself and i did lol
5:09pmAndrea you sounded like a different person and no you didnt
5:09pmJack yes talking on the phone silly lolyessssssssss i did
5:09pmAndrea you were kinda out there lol but you didnt make a fool of yourself lol..i meant you sounded like a completely different person than your voice mail(which was funny by the way..your voicemail hah)
5:10pmJack well it was suppose to sound diffi was out there huh:-(
5:10pmAndrea no not like thaaatcmon cheer up
5:11pmJack but i was out there
5:11pmAndrea i'm just sayin you were pretty darn random lol but its cool. it was funny hah
5:11pmJack ohhhhhhhhhh im from another galaxy
5:11pmAndrea right lolso what did you think about ME? now that we've criticized you....my turn. lol
5:12pmJack so how about them boston celtics winning the championship loli mean they were awesome
5:13pmAndrea ughghhh. stop avoiding melolwhat? did i sound THAT bad?
5:13pmJack noooooooo loli mean you sounded wonderful haits just me.....
5:14pmAndrea brbdont leave
5:14pmJack yes ma'mm
5:15pmAndrea hey can you be on here in like...45 min ?they're callin me to go eat.but this is not over lol.i wanna know why you hesitated to tell me what you thought lol...
5:16pmJack okay lolits not you andrea its me loli swear
5:16pmAndrea oh hush thats such a lineloland whats wrong w/ you?
5:16pmJack no im serious
5:16pmAndrea whaddya mean its you?
5:17pmJack i mean i made mysef sound like an idoit yesterdayand i dont want to be like why the crap did i like this guy
5:17pmAndrea lol oh whatveryou did not.but hey can you be on later?
5:18pmJack yesssss andrea when am i not on lol
5:18pmAndrea when you're freakin internet is freakin down lolmkay well i'll talk to you in a bit :)bye jack. and stop worrying.
5:18pmJack its hard not 2 lol
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6:00pmJack is online.
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Andrea
you're so confuuuusing lol
and i wont even get to talk to you tomorrow... :(
or the next day...
6:51pmJack
well maybe thats a good thing for you since you think our relastionship is so weir
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6:51pmAndrea
well dont you agree?????
this isnt normally how you meet someone you potentially care ab
6:52pmJack
well then if its so weird 2 you
why are you talking to me andrea
6:52pmAndrea
do you WANT me to stop talking to you?
6:52pmJack
no thats the thing...but it seems like you do
6:52pmAndrea
i was just asking if you agreed...geez lol
aghghhh you keep sayyyin thatttt
you're very...
ughhh
lol
6:53pmJack
somthing happens i dont question
if especially if i pray about it
6:54pmAndrea
fine fien. but remember i'm a girl. i think outloud. so stop assumin every question i pose means i'm rethinking this whole thing
and what do you think God's sayin about it?
6:55pmJack
i dont know im still listening but i havent heard him tell me no
6:55pmAndrea
yea?
well...thats a good thing
6:55pmJack
andrea if you dont like or are you questioning it tell me know
6:55pmAndrea
brb
6:55pmJack
andrea no i cant
6:57pmJack
u bak
6:57pmAndrea
yea
here's the deal
from what i know about you, i like you. but i'm tryna keep in mind that i havent met you yet and i dont wanna go ahead and get all crazy ab you if later on we realize we dont click like we thought we did
i just fall really hard really fast and i dont want to get hurt again
please be understanding...
i wont ever lead you on i promse. thats why i'm bein so upfront ab all this...
but i do care about you and i think you're the greatest guy i may have ever met....but there's the thing... i havent exaclty met you yet...so i dont wanna just go on assumptions..
make sense?
7:02pmJack
why
7:02pmAndrea
why what
7:03pmJack
did i fall so hard for you
7:03pmAndrea
did you?
7:03pmJack
i dont want to talk about it
7:03pmAndrea
why?
7:03pmJack
i g2g
7:03pmAndrea
jack..
7:03pmJack
bye andrea
7:03pmAndrea
i was honest w/ you..
7:03pmJack
WHAT
ok yea
7:04pmAndrea
why wont you tell me
7:04pmJack
and i was just honest with you
7:04pmAndrea
whaddya mean you dont wanna talk ab it though
7:04pmJack
its diff when your the one telling the person to chill out or whatever
7:05pmAndrea
i'm not telling you to chill out..
7:05pmJack
its a diff story when your the guy listening to it
well maybe i need to
7:05pmAndrea
omgsh jack stop overreacting. just message me, i know you have to go..
7:05pmJack
ill try
7:11pmAndrea
you're not even bein fair
7:05pmJack
bye
7:05pmAndrea
bye
7:06pmJack
fair?
7:06pmAndrea
you keep pullin this pity party thing, when i'm just tryna be honest
7:06pmJack
what the heck andrea
7:06pmAndrea
you wanted me to tell you how i felt so i did, or would you rather i just keep it to myself and then surprise you one day
7:06pmJack
well why did you have to send me those long sweet messages then
7:06pmAndrea
bc it was TRUE
gahhh jack..
i dont say stuff i dont mean
but i'm still figurin it out
7:07pmJack
well my gosh do you think i dont either?
7:08pmAndrea
idk just... aghh. just dont assume that everytime i question things that means i dont like you
bc it doesnt
maybe i just shouldnt tell you how i feel so you dont jump to conclusions
7:09pmJack
i dont want to like somone who doesnt really like me andrea...ive had a woman who told me she was gonna break up with her husband cause she loved me...and the next day i waited for her and she didnt show up told me to get lost...and b4 that she married the guy i despised the most to make me jealous
i dont need my heart broken again andrea
7:10pmAndrea
i'm not going to break your heart. but dont get mad at me if my feelings are still developing.
but you really do need to slow down a little bit jack...
7:11pmJack
cause you cant make up your mind!
whatever im late
bye andrea
7:11pmAndrea
WAIT
AGH I'M STILL IN CAPS LOCK
7:11pmJack
whatttt
7:11pmAndrea
fine okay well
i was gonna say i havent even met you but you need to go eat so i'll talk to you later i guess....
please dont be mad at me
7:12pmJack
how many time have you said that?
7:12pmAndrea
bc its TRUE mayb?
7:13pmJack
gosh maybe if you looked outside the box
7:13pmAndrea
how can i know "for sure" if i "really like you" if i havent even met you
maybe if you started thinkin a little practically
..
7:13pmJack
you have really pissed me off andrea
7:13pmAndrea
ugh. idk i'm really sorry jack. i'm bein
7:13pmJack
i regret ever meeting you
7:13pmAndrea
i'm sorry
7:13pmJack
bye
7:13pmAndrea
are you frorea
forreal?
oh my gosh...
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this was....mondayish... anyway right after this i got offline bc i was pretty darn heated. and 2 seconds later he's textin me sayin what a jerk he was and could i ever forgive him and he wasn't thinkin and blahblahblah ...i'm the most amazing girl he's ever met and yadda yadda...so i told him i forgave him. and he's like...well good i'm glad that's over, i was cryin like a baby.

mmmhm. SO.. lol psycho. i'm thinkin definitely nooo. i mean i won't just completely STOP talking to him. if anything, i'll explain that he needs to go to a psychiatric ward somewhere lol jk but i KNOW how it feels to be left in the dark and no matter how crazy he's bein...no one deserves that. so yea. just an update. lol annyywayyyss..

and recently..well.. i hung out w/ michael hunter. he's a REEEEALLY nice guy. believes in germanic paganism, but nice guy. lol now NO i'm not thinking about dating or anything so calm down tracy, but we went to the park the other day after school and we had one of the best conversations i've had considering i hardly know him. he's really into theology and he was explaining how he wanted to find the truth himself rather than have it kinda...thrust upon him by parents or a church or whatever, and i respect that. i dont think anyone should believe soemthin simply because they "should." if they dont discover it for themselves, then it won't really be THEM who believes it...just the ppl who influence them. so yea. i'd really love to be able to share my beliefs with him...he even was asking me what i believed and everything but he ended up having to go to work before we finished. anyways.. thats all for now :))