jack.

"andrea tonite was amazing :-).....i have to say somthing though..i know we just met and you prob are thinking im a stalker....but you are the most amazing girl i have ever met in my life...youre funny, sarcastic, sweet, gorgeous, your personality makes you so beautiful and what impresses me more about you is your relationship with god...i have never found a girl who was like that...i know you prob dont think the same way...im not gonna go into stalker zone and say i love you okay lol cause i havent even met you yet haha...but for some reason i like you alot and i havent even known you that long...i click with you for some reason...i always thought i was too weird or random for girls and talking to you just makes me feel special sooo yea i hope you hade a good nites sleep im sure gonna need it haha....but hopefully you will talk to me if this message doesnt freak you out haha..but i will talk to you tomm okay :-)...bye andreaa"

along with everything else we've talked about and how EASY it is to talk to him and the fact that he has a super close relationship with Christ....how can i possibly just forget about this guy? i mean, i'm not trying to pursue anything bc right now there'd be no point in it, but .... i see no reason for me to act like this never happened. bc it did. and what if ...yknow you just never know. i dont wanna pass up something that could be ....well... i mean what if we get married one day. i mean who's to say we weren't meant to be, and this was just the way we happened to meet. i know it sounds stupid, and it is kind of ...but i'm not hurtin anything by getting to know him. and at least i dont have to worry about how he feels about me...which is normally the case- i fall for someone and THEN i have to deal with the fact that he hasn't caught up with my feelings as fast as he maybe should have....but see...here...i do believe he's a bit ahead of me...which i've never really found in a guy. and maybe that's creepy to some people, but i think it's really attractive that he is able to tell how he feels after not knowing me very long. guys aren't assertive anymore...dont know if anyone's noticed. but anyway....for now, of course i'm keepin my options open, but i do think i like him. and that's just how i am. and i'm okay with that. i know i may be settin myself up, but it IS different this time, maybe not by much, but by what i think matters most...being open and honest about your feelings. so we're starting from a new perspective this time, and maybe it'll end up where all the others do, but all i know is that it doesn't hurt to give it a try. so for now i'm still talkin to him and we'll see what happens....