the talk

Andrea
its not that i dont want it to, bc i like you more than i've liked anyone ...really ever. but...that doesnt mean this is practical
or even POSSIBLE..
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i've never even heard your voice..
1:31pmJack
well if you just want to give up on it fine
your deccision
1:31pmAndrea
i'm not giving up..
1:32pmJack
then what are you doing andrea?
1:32pmAndrea
i'm just...idk...thinking outloud...
what makes you even think this is possible??
i'm SEVENTEEN.
i havent even GRADUATED
arent you just a little doubtfull...
1:33pmJack
good lord andrea did you hear me say hey lets get married?
1:33pmAndrea
no
i'm just sayin...
ahh forget it.
1:33pmJack
well this is what im saying
gods timing is always perfect
its never 2 slow
its never 2 fast
if god doesnt want this 2 work out he'll let us know
andrea i have lived with doubt my whole entire life...all that people in my family and my friends have doubted me
1:35pmAndrea
but how would i even know if he was tryna say it shouldnt work...there's already plennnnttty of obstacles in the way...
and i'm not doubting you...just the situation..
like...okay...even if i were to tell my parents...they're NOT gonna be happy and they PROBABLY wouldnt' let me talk to you after they found otu..
i've been through this before...well having to deal with them finding out ab somethin like this...and ...it was the worst experience ever...i couldn't have contact with ANYONE i talked to on that website...
i'm just scared of what will happen, thats all
1:38pmJack
so you have looked possible all the bad things and what worse that can happen..all the downfalls.
but
have you took time to all the good that can happen
1:40pmAndrea
yes. i have.
1:42pmAndrea
...
1:42pmJack
ohh
1:43pmAndrea
h/o..
1:43pmJack
k
1:43pmAndrea
...
so..
1:43pmJack
so its pretty obvious you've made up your mind
1:44pmAndrea
no i ahvent
stop assuming
i'm not just giving up
its not as easy as you think
1:46pmJack
andrea what the heck are you talking about then...you could of written a novel that could of been called "Why not to have a long distance relationship with Jack Mclaurin"
1:46pmAndrea
omgsh what do i do then?
i'm TRYYYING...
1:46pmJack
you act you dont want to........
1:46pmAndrea
jack i DO.
seriously
you're bein so negative...i'm just tryna figure this out. i'm a girl remember
just tell me what to do.
but i feel like crap bc i feel like you think i'm just tryna blow you off and its not like that at all...
you're not the only one who's goin crazy here
1:50pmJack
no you are andrea...your so scared what could go wrong ive been the worse places in my life so addicted to weed and alchol i couldnt stop i would be so blazed in my room and i would pour down tears....but stop foucusing on whats the worse that can happen and if you say it will never work...well if you say that long enough it never will
1:52pmAndrea
okay. ...okay. i'm thinkin positive. now how is that really helpin anything? i mean...unless you're just fed up and wanna forget about it, i still want to try, i'm jst tryna figure out HOW
1:53pmJack
well unless you want to make up a ridickulous story
1:53pmAndrea
hit me with it
my imagination's shot right now
1:53pmJack
have you 2 any past events out side of missispii
1:54pmAndrea
i went to a camp in toccoa ga this past summer..
1:55pmAndrea
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1:55pmJack
okay listen this what you'll do
1:56pmAndrea
listening..
1:58pmJack
okay well one day when you get your min up lol...youll call me and go wherever your parents are and make it obvious your talking to a guy...i mean realllllly obvious call out my name a few times...and theyre gonna be like
andreaaaaaaaa
who are you talking to?
oh jack mom i met him at that camp i went to a georgia he's a really great christian guy
and then you carry on from there
1:59pmAndrea
mkay well there's some minor problems there but i get what you mean..
2:01pmAndrea
like i cant talk on my cell phone, bc i'm on a minute plan...i get 20 dollars per 3 months...18 cents a minute, 5 cents a text. yea i know.. i hate it. i know it probably seems like i just keep tryna crush your ideas...but i'm not i promise, i'm just makin sure you understand
so the cell phone's out except for occasional texting, and home phone's out bc i cant just out of the blue call a guy from camp several months ago
BUT...
2:02pmJack
well okay another idea
2:02pmAndrea
jack...do you like me?
2:02pmJack
yes andrea i like you alot
2:03pmAndrea
you're sure...
2:03pmJack
andrea let me tell you somthing
and then you
will know if im sure

well mrs. andrea...you asked me if i was sure i liked you...well heres the truth. I had prayed to god to send me a girl who was funny and sarcastic as me and who had a passion for god. And when i met you, you litterally lit up my world and i know you think im crazy but its true...no im not in love with you. God put you in my life for a reason. Whats not to like about you, beautiful, funny, cute,your sarcasim, and your so not boring lol....when i talk to i feel like i can be myself and thats hard for me 2 do in front of people...i dont know why i like you so much, but i do and i think why im so attracted to you is that your so in love with god and your so easy to talk to...i have to try to make this work, because i dont want to look back and regret would could of been. we got somthing here andrea, and we shouldnt give on it yet..and to answer you question..yes andrea lynn i really really really really really like you alot :-)