So this is what happens today:
Tyler Shane Martin
Today at 6:01pm
hey i just wanted to ask/tell you somethin and i didnt really want to write it on ur wall so everybody could read it..although i dont think i would mind if everyone did read it i guess..i guess im just babbling on cause i dont know how exactly to say all this so im just wastin space to delay what i want to say...blah blah blah blah blah.....blah..alksdhgls...ok im good lol...so umm yea..i guess what i was tryin to say is..i like you andrea.. i like you a lot..i was just too much of a chicken to tell you in person..i know i had a lot of chances to tell you before and im sorry about that..i can be pretty stubborn most of the time i guess..oh and yea i guess i should ask you my question too now that i got that off my chest..do you think you would ever have gone out with me? i mean as you know boyfriend/girlfriend and all that jazz? im not askin you out right now or anything, but believe me i would in a heartbeat, i guess i was just wonderin if you ever felt the same about me..oh and no matter what your answer i'll still feel the same about you and i'll still be your friend if you'll have me...whew i feel better
Andrea Lynn
Today at 7:06pm
Lol …Yknow that’s funny because I liked you on and off for about two years. Uhm… to answer your question, yes I would have gone out with you. But honestly I guess what was responsible for the times I didn’t “like” you so much was that the moment I would kinda start likin you more, I would turn around and you were dating someone else. Hah like I remember that time you bought me a boo bag back a million years ago and I was really excited bc I was like aww he likes me and everything and then I clearly remember like literally the next day you holding hands with some girl in the hallway and it kinda bummed me out. But then I eventually was alright with it and I think we became a lot closer as friends and thennnn around prom time I was a little curious as to how you felt but I had a lot going on at that point anyway so I tried not to think about it and then after prom and stuff I started likin you again and then you started dating kaylee. And I don’t know if you remember or not but like your last day of school or whatever I didn’t really say bye or anything and I felt bad but honestly I was a little upset lol. I guess just because every time I thought something was gonna happen, I felt like it was getting thrown back in my face. Anywayyyyy. Lol kinda feels good to put this in the open huh? Lol. Um but as far as the here and now…tyler…you’re still an amazing guy and I know this sounds like I’m gonna say “BUT” …and I kinda am but not in the usual sense of the word… its just that you’re in college now and …idk….I’ve kinda lost touch with you a little bit bc I never see you and I’m sure there’s a whole bunch of new people at ICC and its my senior year and… I just don’t know how practical it would be to start likin each other again now. Lol I mean, you’ve gotta admit, you’re timing sucks lol jk. But its all good. And if you WERE to “ask me out,” right now, I don’t know for sure if I could answer you because there’s A LOT goin on right now…but I CAN say that we can’t go wrong being friends and then if something should happen later on, great, and if not, we’re still good. Sorry that was so long lol. I mean now that it took so long for us to ever even SAY anything, I don’t wanna go back to where we can’t talk about it yknow..? Anyway, I’m really glad you told me. And you should write back lol.
Tyler Shane Martin
Today at 7:20pm
well its good to know that somebody likes me :) yea im really sorry about all the datin back and forth i just cant ever seem to make up my mind..its pretty bad sometimes, i'll like a girl one day and like almost the next day i wouldnt like em so much..i never was like that w/ you though..i always liked you, i just never thought you would want to be w/ me..and yea i understand you got a lot goin on right now, thats ok i dont mind..yea there are a bunch of new people at ICC but i've never been one to be real outgoing or anything..i miss bein around you and everybody else i know..and yea its your senior year i understand that too, you should have fun and do everything you want to this year cause you won't get another chance..i still wish i had done a lot of stuff last year..but its all good..yea i know it won't be 'practical' to like each other right now, i understand that, but too bad..im gonna like you whether you want me to or not lol..and i'll always be your friend too whether you want me or not :P
Andrea Lynn
Today at 7:25pm
lol. i can't believe you ALWAYS liked me lol. see you were always like kinda flirty..but i figured you were like that around EVERYONE. why would you think i wouldn't want to be with you? and just bc i'm curious...after HOW many years of knowin me lol why did it take you this long? hah. you dont have to answer, i'm just curious.
Ohm yea. OH the irony. I don’t really know what to make of this, and as pathetic as it sounds, I remember layin in bed back in like 9th grade and thinking how I would just FAINT if he asked me out or whatever. I was crazy about him then. Its funny to see how you can change. If he had been sayin that to me then, I probably woulda just blubbered over myself and fallen out. that’s how bad it was lol. But I don’t really have feelings for him anymore, surprisingly. And now that Andrew’s come into my life, its hard to imagine going back to those feelings I used to have for tyler. I feel kinda bad. I’m afraid he got the impression that I DID like him, I just didn’t wanna date. Which is not exactly what I was tryna say… so…but oh well. Its not like I’m ever gonna see him, so I think things’ll be fine as long as he doesn’t just assume that we’re “talking” or anything. If us talking about old feelings messed up something with Andrew, that would kill me. So right now I guess we’re good. And I don’t feel like I said anything I shouldn’t… I was just honest with how I had felt, and I’m the kinda person who doesn’t hold anything inside ESPECIALLY when I’m given the opportunity to talk about it. I hate it when there are those awkward tensions between two people and now that that’s gone with tyler, I feel like our friendship can finally grow stronger instead of always having those little bits of confusion in the back of our minds. At least everything’s out in the open now and I can move on and be free of wondering.
Tyler Shane Martin
Today at 6:01pm
hey i just wanted to ask/tell you somethin and i didnt really want to write it on ur wall so everybody could read it..although i dont think i would mind if everyone did read it i guess..i guess im just babbling on cause i dont know how exactly to say all this so im just wastin space to delay what i want to say...blah blah blah blah blah.....blah..alksdhgls...ok im good lol...so umm yea..i guess what i was tryin to say is..i like you andrea.. i like you a lot..i was just too much of a chicken to tell you in person..i know i had a lot of chances to tell you before and im sorry about that..i can be pretty stubborn most of the time i guess..oh and yea i guess i should ask you my question too now that i got that off my chest..do you think you would ever have gone out with me? i mean as you know boyfriend/girlfriend and all that jazz? im not askin you out right now or anything, but believe me i would in a heartbeat, i guess i was just wonderin if you ever felt the same about me..oh and no matter what your answer i'll still feel the same about you and i'll still be your friend if you'll have me...whew i feel better
Andrea Lynn
Today at 7:06pm
Lol …Yknow that’s funny because I liked you on and off for about two years. Uhm… to answer your question, yes I would have gone out with you. But honestly I guess what was responsible for the times I didn’t “like” you so much was that the moment I would kinda start likin you more, I would turn around and you were dating someone else. Hah like I remember that time you bought me a boo bag back a million years ago and I was really excited bc I was like aww he likes me and everything and then I clearly remember like literally the next day you holding hands with some girl in the hallway and it kinda bummed me out. But then I eventually was alright with it and I think we became a lot closer as friends and thennnn around prom time I was a little curious as to how you felt but I had a lot going on at that point anyway so I tried not to think about it and then after prom and stuff I started likin you again and then you started dating kaylee. And I don’t know if you remember or not but like your last day of school or whatever I didn’t really say bye or anything and I felt bad but honestly I was a little upset lol. I guess just because every time I thought something was gonna happen, I felt like it was getting thrown back in my face. Anywayyyyy. Lol kinda feels good to put this in the open huh? Lol. Um but as far as the here and now…tyler…you’re still an amazing guy and I know this sounds like I’m gonna say “BUT” …and I kinda am but not in the usual sense of the word… its just that you’re in college now and …idk….I’ve kinda lost touch with you a little bit bc I never see you and I’m sure there’s a whole bunch of new people at ICC and its my senior year and… I just don’t know how practical it would be to start likin each other again now. Lol I mean, you’ve gotta admit, you’re timing sucks lol jk. But its all good. And if you WERE to “ask me out,” right now, I don’t know for sure if I could answer you because there’s A LOT goin on right now…but I CAN say that we can’t go wrong being friends and then if something should happen later on, great, and if not, we’re still good. Sorry that was so long lol. I mean now that it took so long for us to ever even SAY anything, I don’t wanna go back to where we can’t talk about it yknow..? Anyway, I’m really glad you told me. And you should write back lol.
Tyler Shane Martin
Today at 7:20pm
well its good to know that somebody likes me :) yea im really sorry about all the datin back and forth i just cant ever seem to make up my mind..its pretty bad sometimes, i'll like a girl one day and like almost the next day i wouldnt like em so much..i never was like that w/ you though..i always liked you, i just never thought you would want to be w/ me..and yea i understand you got a lot goin on right now, thats ok i dont mind..yea there are a bunch of new people at ICC but i've never been one to be real outgoing or anything..i miss bein around you and everybody else i know..and yea its your senior year i understand that too, you should have fun and do everything you want to this year cause you won't get another chance..i still wish i had done a lot of stuff last year..but its all good..yea i know it won't be 'practical' to like each other right now, i understand that, but too bad..im gonna like you whether you want me to or not lol..and i'll always be your friend too whether you want me or not :P
Andrea Lynn
Today at 7:25pm
lol. i can't believe you ALWAYS liked me lol. see you were always like kinda flirty..but i figured you were like that around EVERYONE. why would you think i wouldn't want to be with you? and just bc i'm curious...after HOW many years of knowin me lol why did it take you this long? hah. you dont have to answer, i'm just curious.
Ohm yea. OH the irony. I don’t really know what to make of this, and as pathetic as it sounds, I remember layin in bed back in like 9th grade and thinking how I would just FAINT if he asked me out or whatever. I was crazy about him then. Its funny to see how you can change. If he had been sayin that to me then, I probably woulda just blubbered over myself and fallen out. that’s how bad it was lol. But I don’t really have feelings for him anymore, surprisingly. And now that Andrew’s come into my life, its hard to imagine going back to those feelings I used to have for tyler. I feel kinda bad. I’m afraid he got the impression that I DID like him, I just didn’t wanna date. Which is not exactly what I was tryna say… so…but oh well. Its not like I’m ever gonna see him, so I think things’ll be fine as long as he doesn’t just assume that we’re “talking” or anything. If us talking about old feelings messed up something with Andrew, that would kill me. So right now I guess we’re good. And I don’t feel like I said anything I shouldn’t… I was just honest with how I had felt, and I’m the kinda person who doesn’t hold anything inside ESPECIALLY when I’m given the opportunity to talk about it. I hate it when there are those awkward tensions between two people and now that that’s gone with tyler, I feel like our friendship can finally grow stronger instead of always having those little bits of confusion in the back of our minds. At least everything’s out in the open now and I can move on and be free of wondering.
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